my bucket list.

these are some things i want to do before i die:

achieve my weight goal
~~dye my hair blonde~~
~~get a cartilage piercing~~
get a tattoo
get drunk
have children
make love
visit las vegas and get wasted
cut my hair and donate it
write a letter to myself and open it 10 years later
feel comfortable in a bikini
~~have a best friend~~
kiss under the rain
have a picnic under the stars
fall in love and have someone to catch me
own a closet full of nice clothing
design my own house and build it
dye my hair half purple
travel the world
make people remember me for something good
decide what to study
~~become inmortal~~
make my mom somehow proud
go to hollywood
stay at a motel
sneak out of my house
~~get my learners license~~
get my drivers license
get another cartilage piercing
meet francisco lachowski
meet nick jonas and marry him. if not, rape him
meet justin bieber
own my dream car
make a really tough decision
live in australia
live in new york
meet miley cyrus
write down a letter to my future son/daughter from my present self
tape their reaction while they read it
take pictures of everything, every detail, and put them in an album for me to open in 10 years
meet somebody who takes my breath away
~~date somebody who’s completely different from me or not meant for me~~
kiss at the top of a ferris wheel
~~learn to cook homemade desserts~~
own a library full of random and knowledge books
learn to love more and worry less
watch something move at the speed of light… in slow motion… somehow?
~~forgive~~
let go of everything that pains me
~~visit new yawk~~
~~own a skateboard or something that makes me move out of my house~~
tell somebody i love them without fearing rejection
~~buy something from the internet~~
become an actress
get admitted into any university outside of puerto rico
visit paris
learn to fully speak french
get over the fact that i’m going to die someday and that it’s completely normal
learn to love myself, even though it’s completely impossible
go camping
~~own a pair of good ol’ boots~~
visit california
learn to dance (any type of dance)
learn to play piano fully
meet adam levine
learn to play guitar
work at disney land/disney world
ask a little girl dressed as a princess for her autograph
visit england
visit italy
discover the mystery of the bermuda triangle or at least be alive to hear it’s solved or whatever
~~ride in a taxi~~
~~visit times square~~
photobomb as many pictures as i can
tell a random stranger that they look lovely
go to the airport and buy a ticket for the soonest flight leaving to any destination alone with only money as my luggage
~~make an amazing~~ drawing/~~painting~~
graduate high school with honors
visit the Olympics anywhere someday
~~have weird and crazy friends~~
talk someone out of suicide
~~visit disney world~~
~~visit miami~~
visit brazil
own a canon or one of those high-pixels HD cameras
~~own a dream catcher~~
~~ride a subway for the first time~~
visit disney land
look so good that more than a couple of people would compare me to a model
go to a coldplay concert
take my kids to their first concert
decide what to do with my life
~~get a henna tattoo~~
~~secretly hear a random person’s conversation about me~~
cut my hair into a pixie-cut
do yoga
be able to do the ‘split’ or whatever, be flexible
~~become vegetarian~~
visit australia
make an exchange to any other country while im at college
meet somebody at a coffee shop and eventually become friends with them
read more than 20 books a year
~~watch 4 movies a night~~
watch every romantic/romantic comedy movie there is
watch every movie made if there is ever enough time for that
learn to appreciate the little things
go a month makeup-free
~~own an iphone~~
have a british friend/boyfriend
have an australian friend/boyfriend
have a friend with benefits
~~take the psat~~
~~take the college board~~
take the sat
~~get a score of more than 2500 on my college board~~
get a score of more than 2000 on my sat
draw my name on the school’s graduating mural
have looooong hair before i graduate
learn to be less clumsy
visit chicago
live in chicago
own a cozy apartment
decorate my own christmas tree
kiss under the mistletoe for the first time
feel and see real snow
dye my hair brown again
own a nice blower that’s mine
~~own a pandora bracelet~~
~~change my hairstyle in some way or another~~
meet/date a real life ‘ezra fitz’
fall in love with a best friend
~~own a nice iphone case~~
fill a jar with things that happen in a whole year (good or bad) that deserve to be remembered and kept in memory
stay awake ‘til dawn
sleep ‘til twilight
get a shared tattoo with my mom
date a bad boy
fall in love with a bad boy
meet ian somerhalder
~~become obsessed with something/someone/someplace (eventually changes to who/it/where so it will be scratched forever i guess)~~
go to a victoria’s secret fashion show
have a drop-dead bombshell body
not be afraid to live
meet john green
meet a real life augustus waters
write a book
buy a nice laptop
own vintage cameras
delete my social media accounts

and many more to come